Where have I been?
The creation of One Garden Essences is primarily about my personal spiritual journey. After making the 88th Essence, Gate of Heaven, in Bali two years ago, I returned home and was confronted with lots of poignant, personal questions. I've been Soul-Exploring my inner, wild garden – something I haven't been able to rush, hence the long gap since my last post.
By going deeper and deeper into my journey in creating and examining One Garden Essences, as Alice in Wonderland would describe, “Things became curiouser and curiouser”. As one question was answered, a dozen more would arise. The foreign landscapes of new information became more wild and tangled as they challenged my desperate addictions to control, fear of making mistakes, to be right and to "know" everything. Oh how I would love to describe every tantrum, but I'm sure you would tire of the repetitive and predictable nature in which they took form. I can't say that I'm more patient or humble to the process, but I have a growing faith that it's the perfect way for God to help dismantle my arrogant, outdated ways and I'm now starting to value the divine gift of this process.
I've had to face truckloads of uncomfortable truths about myself – owning up to how much I've been hurting myself and others with my learned false versions of love and falsehoods about the world. And there are mountains more to face. This is a vital part of the ongoing awakening in the emotional awareness process. There has been a lot of self berating and harsh demands going on, at times it's been ugly. But then I would pick up my well-used One Garden Guidance Cards. The flowers would offer encouraging reminders of God's truth and loving laws ... that love exists for me ... and now is a perfect time for compassion, kindness, patience, courage, repentance and forgiveness. Since early childhood, my love for flowers and nature has been my passion and inspiration and they continue to be so. God knocks on the door of my soul, teaching me in many ways and one of the primary ways is using the medium of nature.
Over this period I stopped teaching and writing because I'm currently more of a student than a teacher. It's like I'm attending the biggest and most complex university course ever. The new information is simple in nature yet complex in application. It's seriously important to be sure of what I'm sharing with you is true. Because if it's not true I'm causing you damage by perpetuating untruth in a world that lives precariously unbalanced on lies.
The only way I can ensure authenticity is to continually experiment with developing my relationship with God and use these Essences in my own life. The essences Divine Wisdom and Divine Guidance remind us of God's Truth, that every individual can go directly to God for guidance on every problem or query about our life. God, as creator of the universe and our soul, is the ultimate authority on every subject.
I understand and have a growing faith through personal experience, that as I unravel the mysteries of my life, so can you using the processes that I'm learning.
I have much work to do as my knowledge and understanding about One Garden has grown and refined. All the information on each essence needs to be rewritten on our website and reference manual. I have an aspiration to further develop the One Garden Cards and other related services. I am developing my desire and passion to begin teaching again. In what form, as yet I do not know, but every time I take our essence blend Creative Expression or Innovation my courage and commitment to One Garden grows.
Research Project Outcome
We recently talked with Dr Luli Faber about the project and we're now considering doing a further project involving case studies. There is the possibility of using some new equipment becoming available to test for specific and various responses when essences are taken. As we learn more about the potential of negative spirit influence upon equipment or techniques normally used to measure vibrational frequencies, we have to choose carefully how we conduct our future experiments.
The new information Jesus is teaching about the soul and its function causes me to seriously doubt the truth of previous teachings on the effect vibrational medicine has. We know for certain that due to the fundamental nature of the soul and God's governing laws, the essences have no influence directly on the soul, but do have influence upon both the physical and spirit bodies, but actually how this specifically occurs is still unknown. In the early stages of creating One Garden, my spirit guides asked me to discard what I had learned in the past and be open to new information. Now I'm understanding their promptings. The soul is the most complex creation in the entire universe, the highest pinnacle of God's creation. The soul cannot be physically viewed by either humans on earth or by persons in the spirit world until a person becomes highly advanced in the celestial realm (through the Gate of Heaven). In the meantime I will keep praying to God for guidance.
We would like to thank the people who did participate and for their contribution. We will be contacting people to let them know which test bottle they had.
the deepening essences
Like their name suggests, they inspire us to dive much deeper into the process of our emotional journey home to our true nature and developing a relationship with God. So far I have made 9 essences - False Notions, True Perceptions, Ultimate Conclusions, Pathfinder, Wayward, Pinnacle, Confrontation, Vagabonding and Survival.
They describe and inspire deeper engagement into de-constructing our facades, confronting deeper truth, resolving our unworthiness errors, getting back on track and processing our terror. For more information on these essences click here .
However, I will need to update the information on the website as my understanding of their messages deepened when I recently attended two x 6 day seminars with Jesus as part of an ongoing series called "Education In Love". I can see how these essences reflect much of what Jesus shared.
At this stage, based on my experience with The Deepening essences, I would recommend that only people who have knowledge and experience with emotional processing take them. We all need to learn how to become "real" emotional human beings again in order for us to totally resolve and heal all soul injuries. This will be a key part of our training program.
Sorry, it’s been so long since I last wrote, but I have needed the space to do the inner work, while this inner work will be ongoing, I feel there is some consolidation of faith in me and it feels affirming that I've been able to write today, in the trust that I can now speak more honestly with you. I do have a growing commitment to dismantle my facades and expose even a tiny peak of my true self.
If you have any questions about One Garden Essences, my personal journey or anything I write, please feel free to contact me.
Bye for now,